这几个月， 我似乎在人际关系上面对了些困难， 但是我相信，我的人际处事是绝对没有问题的，当然我也不是说有问题的是他人，只是我相信我这套交友的方法是对的，他人不接受，想要批评，是他人的事吧。
阿，转眼之间，我的18岁已经过了4个月了。 哈哈，人生真是会有矛盾的时候，又期待未来坎坷的路，即不舍之前走过的美好。但是这并不重要，因为想要的那一刻一定会来，发生过的一定会过去，重要的是，活在当下，好好珍惜眼前的美好，这样当我们在回头以看时，才不会后悔当初留下的遗憾。
我，当然的有好好把握我现在所有的东西，因为我是个不爱后悔的人。

Finally.

Whoo.!!Such a long time didn't have my blog managed. And I'm now to renew it.
Time flies, I had finished my AS exam last week. And it's time to prepare A2 now, but I know I won't do that so fast, because I need rest. Luckily these 2 months are holidays man!!
While these few months I learned more than I expected, in every aspects, whether studies, human relationship, or lifestyle. I have learned how to be more focus on my studies, how to manage the controversy between friends and me and more. And what I have been taught that is, don't bother about the worries, just go ahead to achieve what you wish and what you want. If you really want to get the things, it will be yours, no matter how difficult is the process going on. I know you can do it! Go ahead.!!

August.

August is coming. It's my month!!!!^^
I hope it may be something special. ~~
Did you knew your personalities very well? For me, I 'm not really understand myself but I know what I'm doing and what stuff I should do right now.Get yourself in the best status in front of everyone , only you can get the attraction of others.I agree with this formally. But life's mine, I should not consider external factors that would make my life unhappy or miserable. So, how should I do now? I'm at T junction again...~~
Yea, my life still going on which is called as unstoppable journey. No rest, keep going on to continue with my studies. I really hope that this is a right way to get me become a leader in the society. I'll continue paying effort on it, no matter how much rewards I'll get on my exam. This is my principle.

DEAD

今天，我死了。
我，被逼得无路可退了。
我彻底的， 心死了。
不用问为什么，
我也不知到为什么，
哈，我庆幸我不是为学业而死。
冰冻的灵魂，如何再继续衬托凝重的身躯？
很累。

生活。活生

记得我对自己的承诺，把这部落格当成日记本，直到现在，我很庆幸的告诉自己，我有把生活点滴记录下来的习惯，不是为了别人，这个部落格，是为我而存在的。
3月尾，我去考驾照了，但我失败了。为什么呢？
考试分成两个部分，第一个部分既是没有的包的，而第二个部分是有的包的。
当我把第一个部分的试考完后，我开心不已，因为我全都及格了。
所以当我以为我可以轻松的去考第二部分时(我包了第二部分)，后果不堪设想。
On the road,我才出到交通部大门外，那位女考官就叫我下车，
她问我:"you tahu kamu salah apa ke?"
"tak tahu, apa?"
"hand brek tak letak, gear tak tukar.."
后来她就载我会交通局了。
我心想：“我$$都给了， 她应该是想节省时间，而载我回的吧。”
后来就进办公室，他们签名的签名，盖章的盖章，一位工作人员就在我的卡上面勾了kandas.
Meaning that, I had failed my on the road.
我问倒：“Kenapa tak lulus"
"pergi tanya guru kamu."
回想当时，那时的愤怒真是言语都不能形容的感觉。
原因很简单，为什么给了$$却kandas??
因为内部问题，某人把我们这些考汽车的人所交的$$拿去包考电单车的人。
所以，我的考车经验的确与众不同。
在没有办法的情况之下，我必须到那可恶的交通局在补考on the road.
4月12日， 我又回到了那个鬼地方。
同样的动作， 到了那边就去检查我是在什么时间考的。
结果我被吓倒了，我的名字是第一位。
哈哈，有便 吗？只好从bag里边拿出一粒一粒的chochalate来吃，以作为镇定的药剂。
Ong Hui En, jom.
这一位带着黑眼镜的光头考官，我只能说，Malaysia really boleh.
当我把车行驶到靠近红绿灯即将停下来时，我听到火车声，这位考官的打鼾声。
我不晓得他是否真的打瞌睡，还是故意引起我注意，让我分心。
不管了，照样走。
九皇爷保佑，我这次过关了。
我，就是这样考到我的驾照。
*****
在学院的日子，我慢慢的接受这种模式的生活。
没有在中华的日子，如果要问我有没有后悔离开，
我的答案还是始终没变。
我不会告诉你，我很后悔离开了中华。
因为我真的没有后悔，只是我还需要一些时间来适应学院的生活模式。
虽然偶尔会想念中华的朋友，但是这是正常的，毕竟人类都是有感情的动物。
在学院的这段日子，我觉得自己真的长大了。思想逐渐的往上爬。
很多事情，你必须自行处理，你必须学会自己跌倒自己爬的技巧，不能死死依赖着third party.
你跌倒了，即使有多痛，路还是一样要走，你，还是要自己忍着痛，咬紧牙关撑过去。
到了学院，你甭想奢望已经忍着痛爬起来的你，会有其他路人甲乙丙来慰问你，来关心你，那些路人甲乙丙恨不得你永远都爬不起来。
路人甲乙丙没有把你杀掉死在半路，你就要偷笑了。
*****
对于我，我的观念-只要做好自己，就是最好，管它理不理我，我还是我。
路依然还是要我的努力，才会走得开心。

Adult- is me.

Though I'm still 17 year old, but can't deny that I'll have my driving test tomorrow.
Hmm..how it's feel like?
-Nervous : Don't know whether pass or not.
-Happy : No need turn up to school.
Hope that I'll pass.
***
SPM result going to release the day after tomorrow.
Everything can't change.
If it's a fact, you must accept it.
Yes. Ong huien, I'll accept it.
*****
I'll post the process of driving test no matter it pass or not.
Because I would like to record,
or should I say narrate down what new stuffs are happening in my life.
After 5 years, 10 years or 20 years, when I visit back my blog,
I can still find my old inner look.
I am really enthusiast in writing my feeling out here.
I love blog.
I love my blog.
******

Continuance of my life...

Whoa..finally having new post now.
Yes, continuance for my life's story.
I'm a college student now.
The first day, 10th Jan 2011 was my orientation day.
I had took a taxi to my college on that day because of dad's overseas and mom's working.
So, we had guided to the DKB(Dewan Kuliah B) for a "long" briefing.
The only one person I can memorized her appearance and name, Mdm Looi, my headmaster.
We then divided into 6 to7 groups,for break ice games purpose. I was in the second group. When the games ended, my group had won the champion. What a lucky for me.
The second day, still orientation, briefing about choosing subject.
I had chosen 5 subject in my A level.
There are:
Economics
Business Studies
Accounting
Mathematics
General paper
Till now, I still cannot memorize lecturer's name,even one.I don't know what are happening to me.haha..
So, I had go through for it about 1 month and 2 days. So far, everything that I had learned is okay and tally to my standard.
**********
Talk about new friends, hmm..
qian hua- old friend but new inner.
carmen- she's expert in socialize.
hai shan- michelle how's cousin.
li ping- She's genius indeed,i felt. We both from the same high school.
xinler- I always mixed up with her close friend- shunyi.
shunyi- the one who stay in the same area with me.
xinyi- She came from Subang, far away from my college.
Gigi- She is a nice person that I think I can more close with her later on.
Ivy- the one I wished her frequently for her birthday, I not really too close with her indeed.
Joey- She always loves to laugh each and every time.
Jia ting- The guy who always called himself as Eason Chan.
the others , not so close so lack of impression.

okay..this may be the part 1..
feel sleepy now..
good night..

Life long journey

Time is invisible.

I'll be a college student soon.

I'll have a driving license soon.

I'll have my new friends soon.

Of course,I won't forget the happy memories in Chong Hwa and those who had coloured my life.

I'm looking forward to my new school life.

I'll cherish the chances to study. No matter now or further.

I'll try to learn more,think more and do more as my physically changes become older and older.

Thanks to all who giving me what I need before and now.

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时间是隐形的。

我即将成为一位学院生。

我即将拥有自己的驾驶执照。

我也即将拥有新的朋友。

当然，我不会忘记在中华的开心回忆以及彩绘我人生的朋友。

我非常期待我崭新的校园生活。

我会珍惜学习的机会，不管是现在或未来。

我会在外表越变越老期间尝试多学，多想和多做。

感谢曾给予我帮助的人们。