Friday 13 June 2014

Renew after 1 year

Well, just realised that it's been a while not updating my blog. But nowadays people seldom use blog I think, instead of social media tools? Actually blog is also a tool to express bloggers' feelings. Well, many changes of myself this year. I have joined the 一贯道, which I have to go to 佛堂书院 every Thursday. This has been a habit or a practice for me. I had really learnt lot of things from there. Sincerely thanks for chenjie's dedicating pay out. Without her, definatly I won't be not saying successful but changing of my personal attitude and relationship matters. And I, had just bought the uniform yesterday! Actually I was so happy that I have had such result in such short period of time, but will it be too fast for me? Am I able to bear the heavy of the uniform? The responsibility of the uniform that it has. "One who wear the crown, bear the crown", it's definatly well said. Now only I can feel the heaviness of the uniform. I know, now is the time. I'm going to change, improve myself, to have a better me, as well as a better prospect for my family. Start to kick off today! You can go for it, Rachel ! 

Friday 19 April 2013

Election month + Final

Hello~~ I'm here again. Well, election is around the corner, but it seems like non of my business, as I'm still under the age of vote. Yea, what I can do right now is just focus on my studies, to ensure a better future. Oh yea, I think I'm the lucky one to have the ticket to enjoy my friend's performance in the show called Astro Star Quest(ASQ) 2013, she was my choir leader when I was in secondary school. I'm proud of her, seriously, I dare to say not merely me, but the whole Chong Hwa students are giving her the strongest and warmest support in order she can beat into top 5 of this competition. Hope she will beat in so, but the most crucial factor is not the ranking I know, it's all about enjoy the experiences. Well, I'm going to sit the final exam in the early of May, and god please do sentimentally attach some part-time job to me after my final okay? I need to gain more experiences as I could. I want to rebuild a stronger inner of myself. I hope I can find a job regardless of the wealth situation of  my parents, I just want to experience, that's it. Friend asking me to join Famine 30 in the mid of July. I don't think I can endure the life without foods for few days, but I wish that I'm one of the millions of joining this meaningful activity. So, just set a target, huien. Okay, I will try as far as I could. Fighting!!


Monday 21 January 2013

崭新的一页

今天,是开年的第21天, 明天我就要进入第二个学期的课堂了。心中,有点期待,有点忐忑,害怕自己不能完成或是做不好。一切的一切,皆因我--想太多吧,总之,顺其自然,听天由命,我是相信,老天一定会安排一条他觉得最适合我们的路给我们,可能不是华丽的康庄大道,但是,天将降大任于是人也,必先苦其心志.我觉得这话一点都没说错.

哈哈,我发现我的部落格每次都写与学业有关的,很少记录到别的事迹.好吧,新年要到了,今年的新年,嗯,气氛好像不是很浓,或许是时间还早吧. 希望今年的新年会热闹起来.

啊,我最近迷上了韩国的RUNNING MAN, 我觉得,SBS制作队绝对是尽心尽力的去策划,才会有那么好看的综艺节目,这一份用心,是值得去支持的.听说他们4月多会来大马,希望是真的吧.哈哈,这样我就可以见到我觉得还不错的李光洙了,很可惜他每次都在里面被人欺负,哈哈.

Well, I need to practice more, practices make perfect, I trust the words. I will try to put on all my effort on my studies, I'm taking ITC, Business Statistic, Marketing and Macroeconomics this semester. The subject I have most scared is Business Statistic, although I have learned before in my A-level programme, but it's not that easy as I'm thinking of. But however, I will try my best to learn it and apply it in my future way of life.
While last semester, I had succeed that come to uni as early as I can, no late as like in college and secondary school, and I wish I could overcome this problem not only in this semester, but for my whole life, I have been noticed the important of punctuality, although it's a bit late, but better than nothing. I will try my best to be a punctual student. I believe in myself. I can do it better.  

Tuesday 15 January 2013

坚持到底

好久没来这儿了。今天心血来潮。2013年,新的开始,部落格,你6岁啦!

我的近况:
嗯,我去年报读了bcs of business,慧恩,你能有那么大的转变,我知道你需要很大的勇气,你也做到了!经商,或许范围很广,虽然我也还不是很确定自己对international business有 没有很大的炙热和兴趣,但是我的心里总是想望这个方向发展,或许有朝一日,我能够成功的运用我所学的知识也说不定。如果要改变现在的生活,就要不怕失败,挑战,勇敢的去闯,只要瓶颈已过,那就是美丽的蓝天了。所以,你要变强,要更努力,才能脱离到更好的生活。

今年,我想设定的目标:
1.少说话,多做事
2.坚持的完成每一项任务
3.节省一点,少挥霍
4.做事要有交代
5.吸收多多的知识,保持以往的水准
6.不要害怕失败,累积经验迈向成功

记得,关关难过关关过。不要因为小小的挫败,就把你打败。须知,你不能那么容易就被打败,即使跌倒了,擦擦伤口,再重新站起来。你,我相信你,相信你的坚持,洪慧恩,冲吧!

Tuesday 28 August 2012

这个8月

不知不觉,2012的8月又要结束了。时间,不是普通的快过。人类,总是要勇敢的向前走,每一天翻开新的一页,然后尽量把那一页彩绘得漂漂亮亮,这才叫做有意义的人生吧。
休息了有2,3个月了。在这几个月里,不仅仅是我而已,每个到了18,19岁的青年,通常都会烦恼他们的去向,这个决定是足以影响一生人的未来。志愿,曾几何时对我来讲,他是有着很大的力量,但是,这股微妙的力量,它,经不起现实的考验。曾经听说:“志愿不必伟大,但是必须炙热”。我,到底要的是什么?其实,就在前几个礼拜,我还在烦恼我自己到底想要什么,有一天,一位朋友的话,总算把我叫醒了。他告诉我,如果你真的想要做那个角色,无论过程多么的辛苦,你都会想要尽力的去完成并克服所有的困难。所以,说到底,只要凡事坚持不懈,你就是最后的大赢家,无论什么行业,什么角色都是如此。坚持吧,洪慧恩!就坚持多5年,你一定属于那一片天空里耀眼的云朵,绝对绝对不能有放弃的念头,我相信你!

Sunday 17 June 2012

杂情

嗨嗨,我终于熬过A LEVEL 了!! 所以这次的3个月休假是打从我幼儿园念书到现在最长的假期。真是会有兴奋的感觉啦。好了,好久好久都没写日记了,但是我想未来的3个月,我会经常写日记,好让我的记忆不留白。
其实,每一次我回到这里,翻回以前的日记,每一次,我的日记都给我不同的感觉及感想,所以,这就是或许是我疏解压力的好地方吧!

啊,说学业啊,嗯。在这一年半里,我真的学到很都很多我觉得有钱都学不到的东西,学问。但是,回头想想,我学到最多的,是在人际关系这方面。一种米养百人,我们无法控制人性,人性善恶,都不是那么跟我们提的上关系。在学院,我真的见识了各类不同性格的人及朋友。有的外表冷酷但内心单纯,有的更怀有居心,有的单纯直率,有的莫不关心,有的单刀直入,各式各样的人性,都展现出来了。但是我相信,在未来的日子,我踏进社会打工的那些日子,应该会比在学院的人性来的更加恶略。这是不能避免的问题,只有看你自己能不能适应在任何一个环境而已,我相信,洪慧恩,你可以适应的,对吗?

嗯,未来的去向,其实要不是我没有特定的目标与兴趣,我看,我应该也不是会死死顺从父母亲意愿的人吧,只是我真的不懂我的兴趣是什么,所以当我听见有人愿意帮我安排我的未来时,我还会高兴些。父母让我去念法律,读不读得成,还得考虑很多因素呢,只是说,如果有一天,我真的成功当上律师了,我也会为自己沾光一下,感谢父母的安排。所以,我还真的蛮期待你变成大律师的样子,慧恩,加油吧!遇到挫折时,记得,有人比你更可怜,你可以算是很幸福的了。要知足常乐,懂吗?


我的18岁,还剩下2个月而已呢,哈。很快,真的很快。我该怎么迎接我的19岁呢?我看不是大喜就是大悲吧,因为成绩就在8月中旬出炉,能不能出国深造,就看这次了。考试,我已经尽力了,不管是好是坏,一切都有上天来安排吧。我相信,他会给我一次很好的机会,让我把我毕生的技能发挥得淋漓尽致 ,所以,成功不是偶然,是靠努力换来的。努力吧!

嗯。他这次竟然主动给我电话号码,我有点错愕,即便我知道他给我他的联络号码是有目的的,但是我还是很意外。虽然他主动与我交流,但,他却忘记了我是谁,说起来,好象是重新认识他的感觉,我觉得他的意念很坚定,是个有理想,有抱负的人,如果有机会,能够更深入的了解他的话,那么代表老天真是太眷顾我了。

台湾之旅,是一个令我的身心灵都处于放松状态的一次旅行。当地的人民,很独立,很有自己的想法,真是值得赞赏。景色嘛,真的还挺不赖哦!尤其当我看见那美丽的野柳地质公园,简直是老天事前设立好让人类有机会欣赏的美物!台湾啊,我最喜欢就是道地的老街。印象最深刻的就是九分老街的阿甘姨芋圆,真是美味到。。。我说,若干年后,我一定要回去,尝尝那美好的滋味=)

好了,累了,就此吧。










Sunday 20 November 2011

这几个月, 我似乎在人际关系上面对了些困难, 但是我相信,我的人际处事是绝对没有问题的,当然我也不是说有问题的是他人,只是我相信我这套交友的方法是对的,他人不接受,想要批评,是他人的事吧。
阿,转眼之间,我的18岁已经过了4个月了。 哈哈,人生真是会有矛盾的时候,又期待未来坎坷的路,即不舍之前走过的美好。但是这并不重要,因为想要的那一刻一定会来,发生过的一定会过去,重要的是,活在当下,好好珍惜眼前的美好,这样当我们在回头以看时,才不会后悔当初留下的遗憾。
我,当然的有好好把握我现在所有的东西,因为我是个不爱后悔的人。

Finally.

Whoo.!!Such a long time didn't have my blog managed. And I'm now to renew it.
Time flies, I had finished my AS exam last week. And it's time to prepare A2 now, but I know I won't do that so fast, because I need rest. Luckily these 2 months are holidays man!!
While these few months I learned more than I expected, in every aspects, whether studies, human relationship, or lifestyle. I have learned how to be more focus on my studies, how to manage the controversy between friends and me and more. And what I have been taught that is, don't bother about the worries, just go ahead to achieve what you wish and what you want. If you really want to get the things, it will be yours, no matter how difficult is the process going on. I know you can do it! Go ahead.!!

Friday 29 July 2011

August.

August is coming. It's my month!!!!^^
I hope it may be something special. ~~
Did you knew your personalities very well? For me, I 'm not really understand myself but I know what I'm doing and what stuff I should do right now.Get yourself in the best status in front of everyone , only you can get the attraction of others.I agree with this formally. But life's mine, I should not consider external factors that would make my life unhappy or miserable. So, how should I do now? I'm at T junction again...~~
Yea, my life still going on which is called as unstoppable journey. No rest, keep going on to continue with my studies. I really hope that this is a right way to get me become a leader in the society. I'll continue paying effort on it, no matter how much rewards I'll get on my exam. This is my principle.

Monday 23 May 2011

DEAD

今天,我死了。
我,被逼得无路可退了。
我彻底的, 心死了。
不用问为什么,
我也不知到为什么,
哈,我庆幸我不是为学业而死。
冰冻的灵魂,如何再继续衬托凝重的身躯?
很累。